Stiff upper lip man...stiff upper lip!
Keep that sweet gal happy and comphy for the time you do have together! Flowers, candy, new silk jamjams, read her a book or some poems in the bath YOU drew for her with candels a glowing, and soft music. You should know the drill by now, just triple it! OH, and if ya don't already have one... a maid/cook is good too.
Man just don't give up yet, don't let her either... Tough road but you are the one that gotta pull it. (gawd she is sooo sweet, I'm crying now) Life sure has it's twists.
Don't even think you are being a downer...
you just be in love with a beautiful woman inside and out, ain't nothin wrong with that!
You know how to find me/us, and all my offers or whatever you need... we be here dude!!!
Just let me know...
Much love to you and yours!!!
(gawd, I love you guys)