Chloe, I feel with you. Lost my mom last February, seems like today, 2-19-02. My whole being has changed, can't quite seem to put words to how I feel today without her in my life. I wanted to call her Christmas Day, she must be somewhere. What a silence she has left in me. I know she was sick, we all have to go, but... I have been waiting for a sign from her, we had talked alittle about it before she left. She knew how I felt about that. This past week, I TRUTHFULLY believe she finally showed me. But I still miss her terribly. That I will always do, she was my mom, she is my mom. I WILL SEE HER AGAIN.

Deb in Ohio