yes, i think i relpied to you before too. ahhh, aren't we all falling in love at 15 or 16. i know i thought i was.
however, there were many boys & men since then. i too have been married to a wonderful man for many years (15, like you!). but there is still so much life for you to live and things to learn before you settle with one person.
she is right, if you were meant to be together, it will happen, but do not put others aside waiting. go to college and learn how to be a grown up first.
there are also many things you must learn to live without to live in a 3rd world country. they might not seem like much at first, but it is a difficult life, it is not like being on vacation forever. there is work, and rent, and food, and bills, and hurricanes and children all to consider. what if a storm blew thru and you lost everything you own?
i moved out of my parent's home at 19, and it was not easy. working in a supermarket for minimum wage to make ends meet was not glamorous (i had no college degree). we ate a lot of peanut butter & jelly sandwiches and spaghetti, for we could not afford any more. how will this boy support you? what if you get pregnant? what if he finds another beautiful tourist girl?
think things thru. fantasy is a wonderful thing, but it is not reality.