Natalie, I have had a very upsetting and sad day with mine today and this morning we thought that it might be time. When it was suggested that it might be the overwhelming and uncontrollable feeling that went through me this morning was unbearable, I have never felt pain like this before and I don't ever want to feel that pain again. She is still here, and doing okay right now. We are sitting together on the porch and I am trying to keep happy and not show weakness and sadness, it is so difficult. I am thinking of you, tears running down my eyes, and want to reach out and hug you.